I
thought i could just erase you.
thought
maybe i wouldn't try to embrace.
searching
for eternal sunshine.
but
i cant erase you
from
my heart and my mind
i
just wanted you
to
be with me on my grind
a
higher love
i
thought
we
would both find
now
i dont know
what
i did with my time
maybe
all i gained
was
a few lines
verses
that plague
like
curses
from
a truth
so
vague
i
would beg
you
to come back
but
i cant
replace
what i lack
ive
tasted
impossible
fantasies
with
goddess monsters
romancing
me
now
i cant tell
where
i fail
and
i succeed
love
is my only greed
24play
is my only need
need
a tourniquet
for
the way i bleed
its
like i
feel
this death in me
i
try to bury
i
try to burn
brilliant
but
i never learn
when
it comes to this
im disregarded
busted
heart
never
knew how
to
guard it
or
even if i should
traces
fill
your places
with
new faces
knowing
i just
intoxicate
because
i
can
never
replicate
but
nothing
seems
to inebriate
i
live and die
to
create my fate
dont
know how
to
wait
urgent
but
its too late
no
more debate
no
more pushing
you
to pull
try
to make you full
asking
you to fill
up
these pains
that
kill
a
little bit of me
each
day
no
way
brand
new day
said
that you
would
always stay
im
serious
i
never play
when
it comes to this
when
it comes to bliss
loving
you is wrong
i
dont even
want
to waste
a
song
vicious
circles
because
im square
no
entrance left
for
me to fare
i
cant find you
anywhere
burning
bridges
that
take me
back
and
now
i
dont want to
go
forward
you
put this pain
in
me
with
the best
of
intentions
headlines
and inventions
somethings
ill never mention
but
i miss you like
i
cant breathe
i
want to chase you away
and
beg you to come back to me
you
were the rise
and
the fall of me
completely
now
im less
than
i was
and
not enough
to
rise above
these
stars of mine
defenses
left
you thinking
im
unkind
i
lost my mind
i
lost my heart
i
dont want to hide
what
i feel inside
simplistic
lines
cliched
style of rhymes
too
weak for these times
your
voice isn't on my phone
now
im back alone
without
you
but i miss you like
ReplyDeletei cant breathe
Ooooooooh. Know that feeling.
I felt this way absolutely after my divorce...it fades with time, but gave me a new perspective on true love though:-)
ReplyDeleteHits home in many ways...
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