Serving Sentences

I've been serving sentences

For crimes I didn't commit

Studying survivors

Trying so hard not to quit

I've had 2 billion teachers

And still don't know enough

I don't see how a darkened mind

Could be circuited to a heart

That's filled with love

I've been serving sentences

For poems I didn't submit

I've had my laureate moments

Sometimes I'm mediocre at best

I feel so exhausted from my losses

But I still know my way to bliss

I still believe in fairy tales

Though I've learned to survive

Without love's kiss

Some once upon a times

I ruined everything

I've still known no greater joy

Than when my sons sing

I've been serving sentences

For rhymes that weren't legit

I'd still give anything sometimes

For Hip Hop to love me back

I wanted to be knighted

From the firsts to touch the booth

With a mic and two turntables

Add a band like The Roots

I paid admission

I paid dues

I filled vaults

All the way to heaven

I know it was my own fault

I didn't make it to the feast

Half steps and lack of preparation

Are like marks of beasts

I've been serving sentences

Hoping to escape from Alcatraz

I've spent many hours studying letters

of Al-Hajj Malik El Shabazz

MLK and Jiddu Krishnamurti

And Jesus was just as sweet

Sometimes my sentences don't ride a beat

It's like a combination lock theory

I believe I'm ultimately set free

By perfecting my inquiry

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The 5 People Who Make Life Heaven

They listen when you need to talk Talk when you need to listen They know your darkness Let you know theirs Without judgement and expectation You can talk to them about how you see things They don't get angry or anxious when you disagree Trust you enough to say what they really think Read tweets and novels Never make you beg or grovel Won't allow it Remind you that you're better than that Lay some of their burden on you Let you behind their wall Feel welcome behind yours You feel each other with heart and mind Even if you don't explain yourself They get you You get them These are the ones that make life worth living Make you love to be alive Reflect you to you Teach and learn Some days the lead singer Some days the band These are the ones You can count on one hand (c) Ron Kennedy

Reasonable Words

Photo by Brooke Cagle on Unsplash I married my small town There was no shotgun I had a way out & My youngest son was set When faced with a choice of flight & hoping to find you While hoping you would find me I chose love & sacrifice over poetry Truth is though poetry never left Never will leave Moves as I move But I may have sacrificed Any chance with you I was not afraid to risk All my coin on a pitch & toss Then write 10,000 words That makes a gain of loss I just couldn’t tell what was true You seemed to prefer your solitude Aside from that There was a need A weight that fell Upon some I love There was no providence coming Other than what these hands With what I had in my hands In my heart In my mind With my choice This is not to say no one cared It’s just that it’s ruggedly Individualist out here & the trickles Never get anything close to Raising our boats Some wo

Spring to Mind

Photo by Mohamed Nohassi on Unsplash This morning I slow danced In secret With the sunrise There was nothing To prove Nothing To win or lose Nothing To hold on to Or let go We just danced Illicitly Guilt-free Forgot reality And any need to be Anything other Than present This morning I slow danced In secret With the sunrise.

Between The Rhymes

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