How You And I Became We

I saw you walking

by Donald Hall

Carrying Bill Murray's golf shoes

You bought on Ebay

I remembered how you

Used to sing Royals

Drunk on Bud Light with lime

You loved the attention

The crowd really responded to you

You talked of past lives and gurus

I could tell how you worshipped him

And his Crazy Wisdom

You were materialistic

Even spiritually

And I never felt good enough

But I kept on

And tried to keep up

I'm a lover

And you seemed to like

MMA fighters

Bipolar RnB singers

And running

While a brisk walk

Was like mountain climbing for me

And my rhymes were brilliant

If it were 1980

I sang you oldies

And breakup songs

And promised to always remind you

Asked Where you'd been

Whenever I couldn't find you

Walked intentionally beside you

Never in front of or behind you

I was determined to help you manifest

Your inner Goddess

I named our children in my dreams

Our rainbow tribe football team

We were architects of container houses

I teased you for wearing matching blouses

With your BFF

Asked you to Save The Last Dance for me

Or even just room and let you be free

We joked about almost kissing

Like the couples on the covers

Of Nicholas Sparks novels

I wanted you badly

But tried not to grovel

Pretended to keep it gangsta

But I knew that I was

Hopelessly devoted to you

I wanted to memorize you

Chapter and verse

Quote you like a sonnet

I watched you like a stalker

So I could accidentally run into you

I imagined spells

Listened to all the stories you had to tell

I made you love me

And hoped it would last forever

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Reasonable Words

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Spring to Mind

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